GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Sunday, May 27, 2007
◔ 1:06 PM // ✎ 0 comment(s)
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I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME
I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME
I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME
I NOE YOU HATE ME and you dont have to say that.
I NOE YOU HATE ME because i hate myself too
I HATE MYSELF because apparently i had just offended you in some way
I HATE MYSELF because i do not noe what i had done to offend you
EVERYTHING that has happened is all because of me
I REALLY want to noe in what way i had offended you
I REALLY want you to forgive me
I REALLY hope you would forgive me
I REALLY do not want to make any enemies
I REALLY want to be friends with everyone
I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME I NOE YOU HATE ME






*sigh*



back to my life
my life is just a piece of shit
my life is not as important as yours
my life is not important as no one wants me to be around anyway
my life is not important because everyone hates me
my life is not important as i do not play a part in the society/class
my life is important as it is like a piece of shit to you
actually my life was never ever important in the first place
i am just like one person out of the whole world population
MY LIFE WAS NEVER AND IS NEVER IMPORTANT




even if i die the whole world would not actually care
because my life was never and is never important




my life is difficult
its lyk it is only a one month holiday and there is:
-3 projects
-2 book reviews
-1 essay on inspiration
-1 set of worksheet for maths
-2 revision paper for history
-taking pictures for art
-drawing a boat for art
also:
-3 band practices
-1 band bbq
-1 maths olympid
-1 akltg
-1 communicator camp




how are we actually supposed to handle so many things?



of course the teachers dont live our lives
they dont noe hw we feel
they dont noe hw much their words hurt us
they dont noe anything abt us




life is just so miserable
with so many things around
life sux!