GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Friday, June 29, 2007
◔ 11:15 AM // ✎ 0 comment(s)		❝ ❞

MY LIFE IS FALLING APART. actually, it just did.

i lost my bloody handphone. and i cant find it. i dont think i ever will.

there i was, sitting in the bath. thinking about life. thinking how it could have been worse. and how life could have been better.
there i was, sitting on the floor. thinking about everything. nothing. there i was. thinking what caused all this to happen. and i got the answer. it was me.
i wondered. hw the world could have better without me. i wondered. hw many people in the world suffered for me. and i got the answer. billions. every rice i ate, is how much someone else suffered for me. everything i have, is actually how much someone else had suffered for me.
i remembered. how happy i felt then. n all because of that. it is how i feel now.

but it's all over now. its all going to be over soon. its the only solution to everything.