GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Tuesday, August 05, 2014
◔ 4:06 PM // ✎ 0 comment(s)		❝ LDR ❞

No one has ever said that a long distance relationship was easy.
But it really just doesn't help that everyone constantly tells me how it's impossible.

Before I left (and he embarked on his adventures), this physical separation was a topic that constantly plagued me, a topic that I frequently brought up, in the darkness, wrapped around his arms. And he'd always whisper, softly, lips brushing my ear - "I love you. And you love me. And that's more important than all that shit, yeah?"

Not hearing from him has made me physically attached to my phone. What if he calls me? What if he only has WiFi for like a minute? It has almost gotten to the point where I am going through the motions of the day while waiting to hear from him again. Something which I absolutely do not blame him for - when I travel, I appreciate the feeling of being cut off from the rest of the world, and it's not always that I get WiFi and the opportunity to make phone calls.



Right now, I just cannot wait to hear from him again, and be back in his arms at Beijing Capital Airport. I'd probably start burying my face in his chest of warmth and security, wetting his shirt (expect no less from Mr Maguire) with hot tears of unadulterated happiness and relief.


When that honeymoon is over, life is going to be absolute hell.

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