GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Thursday, January 12, 2012
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❝ Drifting~ ❞

I hate how nights can be so lonely.

Nights are so conducive for studying - no one to disturb and irritate you and the atmosphere is just oh-so serene and calm.

IB life sucks ATM. So much shit to do and yes fuckloads is an understatement for how much stuff we have to do concurrently and the amount of deadlines we have. Wish me luck T-T

Other than that, life's pretty alright. I've kinda learnt how to detach myself from... I don't know my social desires? I kinda have learnt how to deal with being "extra" and "unwanted" from 2011. I guess that's an extremely important, especially since it will help me greatly in this hell hole where I don't seem to have a lot of friends and I am easily forgotten by everyone.

But it's alright I'll live with it X)

Apart from that. I hate how I'm drifting away from EVERYONE. People I used to talk to; hundreds of messages everyday... We hardly talk anymore. I have no idea why. Maybe it's because IB life has raped us of our energy; we can no longer commit ourselves to our friendships? Maybe it's cause... Well. I've changed? I have no idea I hate this feeling. Maybe I have become wayyy less affable than I once was. Or maybe it is because my friends cannot stand me anymore. I have no idea at all :( I just hate losing friends.

I hate it.

What to do?

Live with it.


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