Why don't I want anyone to send me off?

Many have been asking incessantly what time my flight is, but I have not revealed it to anyone for fear that they'd send me off.

Reasons are as follows:

1) It would be so much trouble: so much trouble for all of you guys (and most of you stay in the West) to travel all the way to fucking Changi Airport to see me for awhile. And then travel for more than an hour back home. Does not help that my flight is at a not-so-convinient time. I will really feel bad if anyone of you were to specially travel down to send me off.

2) It would be awkward: awkward for both my friends and my family members. I have witnessed enough sending-offs to know this. The parents will just stand at a corner, not wanting to intrude; the friends will just gather around sheepishly, not knowing whether to greet the parents / whether it is a good time to crowd around the 'protagonist'. Additionally, the friends will be from a plethora of places - secondary school, pre-University, everywhere else... They'd be hanging around in cliques. A W K W A R D.

3) I am really afraid that I would cry when I see my friends. Come on, we all know how good I am at crying haha. 

4) I am coming back really soon! In December :) come on, how bad can three months get! I will see all of you; time will fly before we know it. And I shall learn how to use Skype so that everyone can Skype each other frequently! ^^

All in all, take care everyone! I will see all of you really really soon! May we all always remain friends.

In case, for whatever reason I drift away from anyone of you... Please do not hesitate to contact me - would really love to talk to you guys anytime, anywhere, even if it is fucking 4AM in London. Saying this in all seriousness ok, the fact that you know where my blog is implies that you're a really good friend that I give access to my blog. Are you proud of it? Hehe.

I will be updating constantly from this space :) keep a look out, and do not forget to keep in touch alright!

Love you all xoxo <3

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P.s.: if a guy were to ever find out that I liked him, would he feel flattered? Or would he be so scared that he'd run away?

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