GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Sunday, January 26, 2014
◔ 7:31 PM // ✎ 0 comment(s)
❝ Out of boredom. ❞

I am back here again, out of boredom.

This week has not been the best week of sorts, I must say.

It started being extremely out of sync - it was a crazy daze where I did not know what I was doing everyday. "What did you do yesterday?" "Erm... I actually... Can't remember?"

It was terrible and I partly attribute this to PMS and to the lack of coffee. I am currently attempting to kick off a coffee addiction but honestly that is not working too well, if at all.

It seems to me that my mood depends on the amount of coffee that I drink. The days that I was happy were days that I had (extreme amounts) of coffee. And the days that I crash for like what 10 odd hours are days that I do not consume any coffee. FML.

Been drinking so much alcohol too and I have no idea if I am taking this whole "write while drunk and proofread while sober" thing to way too high a level (I am just kidding btw). The recent essay has been a massive struggle and right now I am carrying out this piecemeal approach to writing it (which is incredibly slow and inefficient and I get distracted soooo much) but I don't actually have a choice because I have no fucking idea what to do about it.

This essay is about London (a module that I dropped) and my tutor gave it to me justifying it by saying that I am taking Economics. But dayum I am doing MICROeconomics and I have no freaking idea what to write. Initially contemplated asking for a change in topic but I decided that I should just give it a try, since it is not counted anyway. Learning should never depend on what you SHOULD know cause of what  you're studying, eh? :))

Thursday has been a pretty good day. Burned so much money on dinner with Joshua, Joe, Ben and Muholan. I swear I turn into an Ahlian the moment I hang out with them. Wait... Maybe I am permanently an Ahlian just that I hide it 99% of the time :P but it's so much fun and they remind me so fucking much of the friends that I miss back home :( cause of all the GLing that we do and the vulgarities that we say.

Friday was brilliant - went out with Wijaya who came down from Coventry :') it was so nice to see him again and it is amazing how long we've been friends. He was my first friend in ACSI and we have definitely come a long way HAHAHA. We had an amazing lunch at Boca di Lupo, and then 0.5l of ice cream from Gelupo (same owner, in case you're wondering), and then two cups of Monmouth coffee, before we said goodbye. A day filled with tonnes of laughter and happiness. As in come on, this was the guy that brought so much laughter to lessons when we were back at school, and I am honestly very honored that he chose to spend his day in London with me.

Speaking of which, I am so so looking forward to the best friend coming over :') it will be amazing days like these x an entire week :) we have so so much planned and I am looking forward to eating good food and spending time together and being judgmental. And maybeee trying to get him to admit that he secretly has a six pec HAHAHAHA,

Exactly a week ago I bought this bag, since Harrod's had a 10% discount. It sat in my room for two days before I could decide what to do with it. My main issue was that it could not fit my laptop. Showed it to my flatmate today and she said it doesn't matter if I returned it or not cause it wasn't that extremely expensive. Best friend of course always gives the best advice and I decided to return it.

http://www.leemeanstore.com/images/mkbags2/MICHAEL%20Michael%20Kors%20Hamilton%20Satchel%20Black.jpg
So in response, well... I was walking around Covent Garden today in my disappointment of having to refund a bag that I just bought, and I ended buying first, a pair of shoes haha. And ended up buying a bag too (that can actually fit my laptop, woots).

Had another cup of coffee. Had phases of productivity but the rest was just a lot of procrastination / being distracted / what not (see what I am doing over here lol).

Will aim to blog once a week? My memory is failing me and I need to keep track of what is happening in my life, especially when I am in such a fucking daze 90% of the time and I don't even know why.


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Me: In case of emergency, call. Emergency: +447934039134
Lucas: Haha you know my number (etc)
Me: LUCAS. HELP ME. EMERGENCY. I CANT DECIDE BETWEEN TWO BAGS. (kidding of course)
Lucas: You have my permission to do that if you can buy a Birkin immediately for 2 pounds :)

*sigh* what to do when your best friend is your fashion adviser even when he's 242893571894572985 miles away HAHAHAHA

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