GIVE ME THERAPY, I'M A WALKING TRAVESTY.

twentythree y.o. geographer, barista, yoga practitioner. University College London. born and bred in the lil' island of Singapore. constantly searching for answers. extremely flawed, especially when it comes to imposing standards on others, expecting too much, not knowing when to close her mouth (to shut the fuck up or to stop eating). too crazy for her own good and has to be taken with a massive handful of salt. adores backpacking, hitch-hiking, hill-walking, red wine, whiskey, cocktails, fine food and good conversations.
REMINDER:
"open your heart. someone will come. someone will come for you. but you'd have to open your heart first."


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Friday, September 19, 2014
◔ 5:29 PM // ✎ 0 comment(s)		❝ Because I cry myself to sleep every night. ❞

O: Just got into bed :( xxx and wishing I could be cuddling you instead, because that's the best way to fall asleep

Me: You're the first thing on my mind when I wake up, the last thing on my mind when I fall asleep. At the same time, I don't know how to show my care for you and it's tough being close when you aren't close (pun hehe). The only thing I can do is to express my care through words beamed over the satellite, and that's tough because I want to do more and I can't

O: I know the feeling. You don't need to make a permanent display of your care for me, I know it's there just as I know I care about you. It's tough having to only speak to you over Skype rather than to whisper sweet nothings in your ear. But that doesn't mean my heart doesn't jump with joy whenever I get a message from you :) truth ^

Me: And there's literally nothing I can do other than to text and ask how you are, what's your day like, to ask you what you're eating and when you're sleeping... when all I want to do is to give you a big hug, to bring you noms and coffee... And the list goes on

O: And every night the worst thing I do is to go to sleep because it's eight hours of thoughtlessness that I know I won't be able to think about you. Even if sometimes you're in my dreams and we make food and drink coffee together :) those are the best :P

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